jus to very quickly get these out. . before I add my next day post
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No offense….. All them bald men that started no buying after I moved that MG money all the same. As well as all those uncle fat whites…. That started to feel special.
Can’t say shit about a business virtual address street…. Rose Bowl … Festival of the roses… Green roses….. Rosewood… All them kids middle name rose… Red rose…. Rose wine… Rosa…. Arose… She rose… Flowers that rose … Rose lotions/shampoos from bath and body works … Roses are red… Violets are blue.
Spending cash and gift cards til payday. Spending pay day and throwin up a little in between. Bringing me back to privacy and shared sexual frustration decline between I and 5oh.
Feelin … Appreciation for those kept me alive like limbs and blood and body parts….during the dark months.. Black remind me of that.. So real.
In other thoughts.. Alot of people were walking around today.. So many so many views from multiple precpectives.
stressing to see. A little..
So i stressed relieved …
Red wine on an empty stomach… Chiante
Euphoric feelings lasted 20 mins… Which
Felt like being in love…. And imagining someone desiring for you to come home to a bubbly bath with rose petals and fizzy balls to indulge in relaxation and embrace of you matter to me In my life. Moment’s before bed time cuddles and affection.
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This past Saturday was full of feeling and loud..
Rest easy to those of the past. LyricallyChanels Rozwoods…mentalsonfiyah.. Pain… Reminds me of how intense wasabi is… To where all the nerves in the head tingle but replace with 50% more pain and no relief… Arguments about beys red cap by women who wish they were her.. Complaints of such red cap…
So much conversations this weekend to current silent of now.
I will embrace the silent as much as I embrace the sounds…
Love in recipicol …
FortitudeInEmotion from A RED and black point of view
in time… Its like creditrepair …. But like half off… Like wedding day coverage…from a wedding where in multiple shots they only showed one eye for all the royals and friends….
It’s like… Your my lady and sunny d in the refridgerator…
$$$b*tch my menstruation attractive$$ €€££everybody be dancing around in red clothes and sht €€€€
well…. I wouldnt want anyone else to experience that one… Give yellow title a break…
I guess I look forward to saw…or Hungers.
Imma jus take break on movies til next summer.. It was good talking to talk though…
Had a good week in the communications with everyone….
I jus wanna continue to progress…
Or recluse… I’m tired of going slow as fuck… To a lot of cash or credit relief.
5000 applications later.
You get a company that wanna merge ya life with the company.
Share ya spouse with five Oh.. Etc…
Still in recovery from making jigga go nil lyrics
I dont think ever wanna go back and be with people that made me feel like I didnt matter to myself jus so they could come up off my situations… Miserable part of amusing … You dont matter to the people you matter if they can get your attention. Its all good when making money …. But when niggas is broke.. Them imaginary niggas and trans be the only ones there. Slow money … I need that fast money without having to hit that stripper pole ..smh lol
Today i saw new money I hadn’t seen before in somebodies tip jar… QL on a 5 dollar bill…
Come at me with encouragement…u already don’t know what this life is like… I wanna be nice for … I gotta talk to these people in these houses next week and weekend..
For outlook to be special it still is hard for those committments to go through when put through the platform
Ive had this outfit for a while… Its hard to wear yellow this way…
…. sounds vs knights tomorrow.
For a person who types in a blog daily…
I don’t really know who keeps more secrets … Those who don’t express their motives … Or people who only cause drama with you when ur doing something to make sure you progress…
If you feel different about me when I start paying them life altering bills… Thats the shit im talking about
I dont even keep phone numbers in my digital device… I’ll never want to use you… I aint usery nigga
Old school paper phone books
in todays thoughts… I was thinking about … MS Cicely.. I miss her. Sharp in mind very kind and nice. I was trying to get over the new movie poster (haunting in venice) looking like her memoir book.. But not in the nicest way.. My apologies if I have mean thoughts about what is mean about how that is perceived.
every September the perfect time to start procreation process…
September makes me feel all fuzzy about the elements… Earth’s so fine… Wind….. fire …..(flame$)
