Yesterday, eventful.. Today… Hopeful…

imagine.. trying to move on in life but always getting told someone elses secrets..

its the subtle things i dont wanna experience again…

she was so high in the photo… that so many moments… of *b*tch get down* with males that shoulda been cool with her…

fiddlers on the roof tops of buildings.. hoping they put the buildings in submission. lol

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but also how much penfed pay him to say that.. they bank terrible and they nosey… and they always have those people that follow you around… can i get paid a normal account without restrictions…. navyfederal bank better no lie… dont join my crew… im jus tellin the truth… they be so quick to a p in they mouth cuz somebody a male.

lol …

thoughts for the day… if i could tell you how interesting that is from a perspective of the same 6 people in alignment on variation on variation…

but anyhow…

would you go on a detox with me, we could be accountability partners.. its more for you than me..

got one more day til.. DECEMBERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

month of over using DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and everybody normalizing red and green……

December be like everybody wear red and tell all those personal things about each other with themselves.

if u hear somebody crying about my eye its because they did not want to be feminine they wanted to

fake a crier…

Have yal seen the haunting of that yellow “i lost weight with glasses and the no glasses next picture? spam on facebook? everytime… that photo show up, its like the haunting of a previous co-worker… over and over… miserable.

honestly I … needed a nicca who was in the trenches with me… not a nicca who just wanted to say ” i’ll pray for you”…

moments and thoughts…

its like post tramatic, previous gigs, syndrome starring like 20 of my favorite entertainers and 20 of my friends …

I like december… for possibilty… and who knew all the people who others would preceive so intritricate were born around my favorite middle of the month days..