i dont really like drinking that much anymore.. i couple a shots here and there.. but the rest make me feel like its like liquid weight adding to my body..

one shot of patron and i gotta work out 5 times in the next 2 and half days…

yeah i remember…

and also its getting colder now and darker earlier… reminds me of michigan at the moment…

might have to purchase 3 comforters and get some seamoss/withminerals..(iron)

seamoss always make me feel good about the weather..

cant wait to go back to the hott desert to live lol

yeah i hate when they pollute your vibrational frequency too..

since the weathers cold..i think about how to survive in cold conditions…by listening to my blood..

almost a great time for date night attending a concert…

also a good night to camp in and watch “Nope”

Eating Fruit.. To curb the desire to spend money…

lol.. come eat with me all around the continents..

why do with think of vacation like that?

like “Im off to go eat food at an exotic place, oh yea and relax..”

Eating shapes the whole experience… of a vacation.. whats a vacation without all inclusive..

well if thats case i havent been vacation in a long time.. thats why i like the peacefulness of cruises..

but sightseeing with a bag of fruit.. thats fine with me too..

the more i type .. the more it rains… present time.. guess what time it is..

when i go home, i think imma bring that cappuccino maker here.. it made the best coffee cappuccino expressos…

i think they need algorithm of the giants building the pyramids.. with the one with the locs.. taking over the feed.

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I dont know how to quite explain the experience, of when life turns into.. access to credit exes… or when banks all align with the potential deposits.. and we all feel like we can interchangeably access the super powers that each entity brings..

or jus the secrets cuzins kids, neieces and nephews bring to the game when they reach age of interesting to potential people that like them.. and if ya bound by ya soul tie people into their lives to which i find to be a other level of complexity..

and again i think its like a bunch of people saying what they think you not ready for because they couldnt achieve or have what you desire for themselves continue in their lives, when they dont even know what you really need… shrugs..

and seeing that i lived like 3-4years on the road doing sales, going to streets in new sub developments… i desire to put a couple of streets(man made) on my property with the name i desires to live by.. (for route purposes)ya know? they exhausted go to street of the bank and talk about the bank and see who live on the block who look like the money that in the bank..

So when you link land development with the musing of writers of movies, music and art… you get a great big, living piece of mused life a history of and living reflection of things that the mused are.

/// anyways i can do a lot.. when im in tune.. jus cant seem to get the deposit to reflect one hundred thousand or one million.

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well ive enjoyed the results from the norfolk spartans game, the pictures from the video music awards..and all the new digital happi-ness.

New experiences.. priceless..

Same 2-3 outfits..shrugs.. gotta find a safe brand..

same bmt hoodie…. same visual sub conscious mti moments.. shrugs..

A Couple of weeks away from a Mimosa Festival… If I was beginning a conversation about the best ways to prepare to enjoy a day of drinking sparkling citrus alcoholic beverages…I’d start off saying that fasting the day before and probably not eating the morning of the festival to achieve optimal “sensory” experience, is a great starting point.. If you eat to much before drinking alot of sparkling beverages you could get that bloated feeling which takes away from the desired “euphoric” feeling.

enjoy the rest of the weekend. not like i have to type that for that to happen, but whatever…

yes, very boring, replay of manuerisms of the same six people, ive done moved on to the new era of being with the kids when they have their experiences…

where your future at?

throwaway orange balls.

September is a gentle reminder that change is coming, but not here just yet. And that’s something to be grateful for. This weekend, give yourself permission to enjoy it—to feel the stillness, the subtle beauty, and the deep comfort of now.

No pressure. No perfection. Just you, the weekend, and the happiness you make space for.

I remember why it was so pertinent to shade image for flyers because of this day.. last year.. the only one with color image, gone a year ago today. image overuse..

I dont like when strangers or other people take candid photos of me randomly, then they swipe there cards, or plays songs of all the men i potentially look like that are musicians. and low key thats weird but.. then all sorts shit start happening to the feeling in my body like they do hate image of myself.

im still cautious, you know what wearing red and taking photos wearing red feels like? when all the gateways in your phone open and people sending images look a like -(but real life act like) jjcoast to coast of fans that look like potential issue of a story about someone who on tv but back in time.. while we trying to solidify if we can act the next morning on the contentiously title show the saints&sinners..but we need that red. while trying to flip 5 dollars to $50 real quick.. from getting a group message (on accident) with all the phones numbers from everyone that would then be selected to be on set the next day in the midst of sad choas, that would happen almost simultaneously on my news feed.. spreading the information all across the cities because of all the connections.. im still grieving..

December 4, 1994, we got my rottieweiler pup from a Mr. Bell in Detroit, MI.. anyways..

i could hear everyone for a while delling, and fooding.. it jus got wild when listening to the family phone conversations off the buildings that one day i spent family money with the wrong place and a guy like a pale uncle, and that day his heart stop, im still grieving…

one bank use to hurt so bad when we got paid it felt like we’d just get sick, when the money hit and id spend and hear everyone over the city but it would hurt so bad.

its hard you know, when some environments, the whole city and network, setup like a bank and then the people start doing whatever the money via algorithm, and in the neighbor.. that its either a positive or a negative..

its hard when they try to play money like bank and you start meeting people with 4-5-6-7 names and they alternate daily on what name they want to use or go by, so you jus kinda give up on money or people with all the names that make up yours and family and love interests.. like they need your whole family and yourself told on with they name, or like the first 6 letters of the alphabet make up their beginning of their names…

Ive lamented a whole night through with both sides of the fam voices only… when uncle cd past away when someone went to aruba and they changed how they lived

Or if somepeople got that nasty bank or phone that you break out with blemishes after being in their phone.. (ya number or image)

you gotta build my trust..

one of my phones, if the wrong person text me, all of traffic in the city gone be grid locked.

its always the one who want to manipulate the power that get mad when they dont get access to it..

i want to look and communicate with u on my ig account too, but i left myself somewhere love exists.. and thats it will remain.

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i had a blog back in the day that i built up with content and seo optimization and creativity from scratch it was nice, i just didnt have any funnels to any products back then.. one day.. because it was a mac i was using at the time, somehow all the docs got easy to delete..

i gotta few more moments that are a little vulnerable but, like everyday has something most interesting that happens that you dont share, because we and you busy going through how much everything really do something because everything not in its proper bounderies.

focus on what you can control in your own life, and keep things moving along.