the lightning is not the greatest…

End of January Check-in…

Bout to detox for Feb..
I like to couple the detox with a workout challenge, i have one for myself and will not be posting the workouts this time, but i will be doing… Alot of good things in the pipeline.. new knowledge, new goals, new heights, new moments, old/new feels, old/new reals… Last challenge, i was vulnerable and grieving, but i was in a comfortable place to do so.. This challenge, I will give more focus to a balanced juicing plan. I have not had the need to drink alcoholic beverages in several months, why start now?… When i feel good, and my bodily system responds to all the nutrients i put in.. I might throw in a few posts this month about select items I consume from brands i referral on..

You know what i miss? family of course, and the vibe they bring… I miss some vegan soul food … home-cooked… i guess when i get to visit georgia again, imma stop by tommy the mushroom mans spot… I don’t think i can get that cooked here, unless its by myself..

After detoxing, i look at the consumption process of food differently… Like after going so long with out it being used as a comfort, mood changer, euphoric feels.. It gives a type of clarity …and also it gives an alien like effect.. like oh, thats what we spend a lot of time doing, cooking-eating….so when my digital feed shows a bunch of people cooking, consuming.. i jus look with blank stare, cause the desire was curbed…

Well enjoy Jan 31st 2026 … latter half of the decade of 2020’s… what are you doing in the 2020’s that will make it a memorable time for yourself.. surviving is enough, but if you get the opportunity to go for more do such..

Needs to draw some new cartoon pictures so there can be different stories..

But anyways im happi tis the weekend. After you get over the fundamentals of the letters of the alphabet ruined, you can forget for a fewdays…

Not everyday do you get to time travel to feelings of rare moments… tune in with all things that remind you of past moments, and moments that take you far beyond in the future…

Ready for the next juice cleanse and detox… it will feel good, but I dont wanna over do the focus this time on certain aspects.. Like this time, imma read 4 good books, and other stay physical fit,.. im right back at food make me wanna throw up again.. at the perspectives…

Digitally, i’d love to build with you…

Explore…

Gotta get the context together.. in finance “share” is … in privacy “share” is… ?

You gotta stay strong … to keep things you need in alignment with your paths, and connections..

You cant always be the person with the agenda or goals that gotta get shared for others that only get access to your goals.

whenever one meal, or one day at work alter my whole digital perspective.. i jus go on a cleanse.. god of the scary stomach tattoos.

damn somedays be like, whats your number? I hate what happens when you do (insert what ever you do) and the digital platforms be like annoying as fuck.

and then theres the awkwarding of the nom noms.. because you wanna be happy for whats happening so you suffer in silence with all the pains from previous exploitations..

not to mention.. the reality that doesnt allow for a good nights sleep unless we have pandora plane experience is rather limiting..

When life get addict to always operating in a state of “high”… Reality always wanna share orgasmic experiences, medicinal, euphoric feelings, relational highs.. “food feeling highs”.. “comfort highs” “sense of life purpose highs”

whats peace got to do with it?

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Hello… Hope youre having an amazing week! Taxes documents are in … and thats awesome… You can make your decision on who you would like to work with on that…Lol, i dont wanna argue with bank.. You know who you need help from…

With thoughts of high regard, gratitude, thankfulness, and fortitude.. endurance.

Keep Progressing!

Almost FEB! I got a challenge imma launch for FEB But hold that thought and get ya $$ up… on taxes.

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ya know when someone phone dumps all their private photos that … one moment is going to be intrusive personally in my life.. like the family jus starts conversations on my thoughts… im not complaining though… jus interesting,

Marketing campaign day.. in the midst of saving and waiting for tax refund season..

wouldnt it be nice to… design all the things you want to put on a lot?

Hope you having a feeling good experience in life…

In the midst of, “when you do this… this happens….”

like i totally want to order some seamoss, because the weather is on cold, and wet with water… but im a little stressed at the let me ship a bunch of stuff in, and “wait for reality to either do or do not what i want to deal with.. like that whole ship from certain area is a big depression.. do you ship with happiness ? inquiring minds wanna know..

CPR class was good.. the chest compression dolls always takes me back to uptown qc street festivals where the tents are there and chest compression dolls are people to dream with.. that help with free giveaways…

what do you do when they try to take your fantasy away and give it to strangers?

anyways…

im excited about doing juicing detoxes, like the next one im doing is… going to be legit..but a weekend one full of nutrient filled juices…

Aren’t you glad that todays reality doesnt feel like that new video?

I, myself, enjoy… Pandora land.. plug in and passouts.

theres something special about riding mountain banshees and listening to the wings flap… *feverish thoughts*

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some days tuned into the divine… others days.. jus in observation of overusage of mouth vapings…

ya know what i mean

and when they start using ya interest for others.. … paybills and go to sleep.

cuz usage crier …