So I was thinking to myself… November, that I might not consume soda pop during this time.. As a sort of fun challenge to myself. The experience of consuming carbonated sugar is pretty fun.

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felt like eyes were raped for experiences..

..eat this, crap that out.. .type of days.

… speculative.. deposits or no?

Some days are harder than others..

Like, emotionally, rough when you see the perspective… No matter what you seem to do, its always a battle of not having enough money or someone getting sick, etc.. and hearing about that.. over and over because theres nothing you can do to assist.

And sometimes you cant even relate to some of the perspectives from the podcast thats meant to be motivating… Like explain, what thats like, when you have to live in movie, or digital tv moment.. and have to wait to the moment to pass to get over. it.. or When you surround your surroundings with songs from friends.. to keep in good mindset.

Its all good though in the flesh , cause im not mutant, in blood and dont have to laugh chemically lol.

But foreal, perspectives…

Some days the stomach is bigger than other days.. I can detox every week … but would always wonder where my organs are supposed to go if i wore a waist trainer..

But seriously..

and my legs, if i im not working out.. get soft like pillows..

when im working out alot..

No one needs a massage more than the person that goes to the gym everyday and really puts in the work..

like for real, muscles always on hard lol

Its a perfect time to get a gym buddy…

Someone to make you work out harder because youre there with them..

Dont you love when youre an advertising campaign event? like every post fuel 30 different marketing campaigns for companies you know nothing about..

As of late, been looking at alot of NASA Stuff…

When i was young, I thought astronomy was cool..

It’s intriguing now, as far as how much technology has made its way into space

Morning was like, no cloud and sight… So much I sat on empty stomach and sun gazed… for the rising shine…

ate some grapes, dazed a little… as the clouds came, took care of necessaries…

and after the complete 100% overcast.. i shaved my underarms..

the rest is work out..

and focus on “the achievables for grown ups”…