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I dont know how to quite explain the experience, of when life turns into.. access to credit exes… or when banks all align with the potential deposits.. and we all feel like we can interchangeably access the super powers that each entity brings..

or jus the secrets cuzins kids, neieces and nephews bring to the game when they reach age of interesting to potential people that like them.. and if ya bound by ya soul tie people into their lives to which i find to be a other level of complexity..

and again i think its like a bunch of people saying what they think you not ready for because they couldnt achieve or have what you desire for themselves continue in their lives, when they dont even know what you really need… shrugs..

and seeing that i lived like 3-4years on the road doing sales, going to streets in new sub developments… i desire to put a couple of streets(man made) on my property with the name i desires to live by.. (for route purposes)ya know? they exhausted go to street of the bank and talk about the bank and see who live on the block who look like the money that in the bank..

So when you link land development with the musing of writers of movies, music and art… you get a great big, living piece of mused life a history of and living reflection of things that the mused are.

/// anyways i can do a lot.. when im in tune.. jus cant seem to get the deposit to reflect one hundred thousand or one million.

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