FOCUS

FOCUS…

whats your focus for today…

Is it a combination of things to align… with massive action… or just one simple thing…

Will you focus on establishing a friendship that will flourish into a wonderful relationship…?

Will you focus on surviving… if thats all you got for the day?

Would your focus be on studying to pass the exam and get the certificate you need to make a major move…

will you take a few photos, record a monologue and apply for a few acting gigs???

Would you apply for a different bank accounts for your business to establish the connections in which one of the businesses can function legitimately..?

Will you argue with your inner self as you go into different stores around the city and walk into peace, as the conversations disperse to the workers inside…?

Will you have depression voice follow you while in ur vehicle and try to bring you down?

Will you on fertility and IUI IVF treatments.. Couples etc?

Focus on being happy, successful, achieving the goals by accomplishing the tasks of the most important things on your list day to day.. to exit survival mode…and thrival mode.

Focus on success..

Motivation.. for when the environment gotta wait to change because it is altered digitally..

yes… loud mentals…

next piece…

how can I get to … living… the perfect boring life..

with perfect everything?

remote recluse…?

perfect boring pets…

perfect boring meals…

perfect meticulous lives where you have more than you need ?

instead not enough everything?and talk to everything?

18, January 2024

…….

makes for a good movie script… currently in a present situation where im like Charmy Carmencfly…and each photo I post like back to the future but present time.. since we got digital defyer.. currently in a situation where the people ive kissed from the past have told family secrets… its almost like saying you always kissing the family. all the males is brothers and daddies… so we ended up gay… and all the women became like sisters cuzins and aunties… and now they saying all the hoes got the families secrets happenin since …we communicating

and secrets tell on all things that go in mouthes…

12, January 2024

On a wetter note…

Today…

In the midst my own revelations… WET Like, Avatar 2, Water like Merrimaid, You..

Can’t Break Policy, To past time… Until.. I move on.. But no stress..

Although the best results since they wish they storage lyfe, who? Elevator 1 or 2,

ATM’s make me feel gay, about you and thats ok.. Es and Cs…oh yeah and K…


Pay week.. Great Rain.. feels better than Great Pain…

In the midst of my ride… stopped waiting for the elementry school kids to get off the bus.. ..

Kids… were sooo upset that they had to get off in the rain..

One kid had an extremely strong dialect full of expletives… every word was a *fucK …followed by some type of noun.. Dont mess with him type of day..

but it rains.. someone said get use to the rain.. all they do is rust… when it rains…

….

Rains like panthers of the past underwater love.. an old friendship.. we dont tell right now…

I cant tell you across country when i leave the city….

but local.. its all you when he rain about over there, here…

champagne.. 08272016

Dont do me wrong now.. I just started utilizing my insurance…. SO that means… mammograms, gynecological exams, physicals, dental exams, eye exams….. SO we need Anthem from VA… and all we doing is raining…

the other day… when she won awards.. they started telling on money… LIKE musicallly.. Felonious Monk..

like with a twist of gel..

Too good for where you live…

I still believe.. More Money.. More Solutions.. and nothing less…even if thats still bad…

I took a huge leap…

by establishing my own self within digital things that I owned… Like they cursed us to our own telephone numbers lol…

and its true.. we do things not same.. and i dont use anybody to get that to do that..

Ive lost friendships by jus being honest with image..

Ive learn through tesla..

that somethings.. stupid will do.. if you got enough money..

OOOOooo and …

They finally removed that ticket from my account about Norfolk State from 2008 with my vehicle (decal concerned) so my transcripts were freed…

1 more free… 1 more to go.. Still need to weight lose…

thoughts of Pregnancy during covid said.. laid off.. and factory…

imma be patient…

im think imma finally break that.. they wish they go back to racist shit from steven king movie… IT. curse..

they’ll still telln.. if you eat orange cheese.. you white yourself out from being in movies..

Wish it was takeover.. every swipe.. bald men… yo mama and their wives.. no games.. elijay.. yo daddy who.. things that I never want to do..

my sanity.. My fight..my biz

my career… My life.. my credit card billz..

my vehicles… My friends..

my cash.. My last..

not your life.

Strangest thing.. locally .. one of the most liberating moments.. happened like a movie time from 1940s.. and then rain when we said we want to forward to the future..

you want my neice to be yours?

she all we got..

and you wanna break her to play whack men, who cant even whack they own u..

anger..but relief…

Drank some Deleon tequila to release…

inhale… exhale… enjoy the weekend.. and Prevail..

every vehicle i get and bring will Break..

Because they Believe in VEHICLE GODDED…

FIRST IN FLIGHT(car air plane..)… FIRST IN FREEDOM (first fired)

but i am grateful

for my body…

the blood the goes through the veins, and relaxed when in gray things when they bother the being..

my body.. carmens.. in bank lol

my bizness.. carmens in bank..

this the money foreal that tell on ascap love back when we dell’d

wasnt myself.. the real nigga.. … that a real male always needed.

anyways..

be safe.. and have a great brother weekend..

since sister.. always.. female.. that got male shit..